So here is an update on my family events, tomorrow bryn is going to her 18 month check up. She is growing up so fast. Oh and last sunday was her first day in nursery, I think she liked it, out of the two of us I was the one who cried, I wasn't ready to let go. My sister had another baby just 1 week ago. He was 6 pounds 6 oz and 18 in. He is absolutely a heart breaker. WELCOME TO THE WORLD LITTLE ZAK!
Update on my dad? Well we went to the doctors today and they told he showed me some pictures of my dads heart he has 5-6 blockages in his blood flow to his heart which is really bad because this means he has very little blood going to his heart. The doctor told me that he needs to stop smoking and that he needs to walk half a mile every day so Bryn and I are going to come up and make sure he is doing it. I'm too young and not ready for my dad to die. He also said that I needed to get everyone together that cares about him to get to his next appointment because we will be talking about some life changing things. I don't know what that is but it doesn't sound good. The sadest part is that my dad has given up the will to live. It breaks my heart to see my dad go through this but what hurts the most is the fact that he doesn't want to fix it, that if he could he would just be put to sleep. So lately we have been using our prayers to help him along.

So here is the update for today. Today Chris and I are celebrating Fathers Day because Chris has to work so we are going to the bees game. He loves going to the bees game so I thought that would be a fun fathers day activity. But unfortunately the rest of the day I spent at the hospital with my dad. He had surgery but recovered ok. But tuesday he is going up to the university of utah for another surgery because he as plaque build up around his heart which is causing his heart to fail. So please just keep us in your hearts and pray for my dad that he'll pull through ok.

Here is another beautiful picture of my joy and life, Bryn, she is my everything. How could you not love such a gorgeous little princess? She reminds me of the sun, she is always smiling and happy, except when we are at church and I want her to be happy. Typical. But I love her all the same I couldn't imagine my life with out my little girl. I am full of thanks each day I come home from work and this little precious girl comes running up to me saying MAMA! laughing all the way. My heart just melts. I can't not express enough how much this little angel as changed my life for the better. And how I am a better person because of her.

These are Brynlee's cousins Maggie and Emalyne. I know they don't look like cousins because Maggie and Emy are so dark and Bryn is so white, just like her daddy:) But they are. They are my sister Jamie's kids, we all have so much fun together. They enjoy each other I think.

So I know that I'm a little late but better late than never right? So here is Brynlee in her beautiful easter dress that Grandma Johnson bought for her. Thanks Grandma

First I would just like to say that I LOVE SUMMER! I hate the weeding, and I have a ton of it to do but I love summer. Since I have to fix up our whole yard though my reward is going to be a hammach, I don't even know how to spell that. Anyway I also just want to thank everyone for thier comments, and Ellen and Joe, I cant get into your blog, I'm a tard. Any way My life is pretty hecktic right now, I have been working 7 days a week and my day has been starting at 4 in the morning till about 10 at night. I know crazy right. So chris, being the great husband that he is has given me the oppurtunity to get away for a few days. I'm up at my moms this weekend and couldn't wait to get some sun, ya it rained. Story of my life. But I am determined to enjoy myself even if it kills me, and it just might, jk. But I miss my little girl and my honey buns I have to admit, but I can't lie, I need the sleep so for now, adios amigos see you soon.
Britney